Day 35, starting to dream

So I’m loving day 35, except that I dreamt last night that I was secretly drinking!! The dream was so vivid, me sneaking away and getting my double vodka and Diet Coke and asking for a straw, I even got given the wrong change so ended up with more money than I’d started with, so it felt like such a good thing, but then when I woke I felt so guilty and so pleased that I had woke and it hadn’t been real.. how can it still be so powerful and real?…?

Things that have improved since not drinking 35 days ago…

I spend more evenings interacting with my kids

Think clearly and not causing arguments

Getting on with online learning course

Better sleep!

Better digestive sustem

Started piano lessons so I can improve, something I “didn’t have time for” before…

Published by Sober Singer

A 30-something year old mum of 3 on a mission to life life alcohol free

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