The “ikk”

I have that feeling … it’s Friday I’m going for family and I just feel really sadBecause I’ve been confident about not drinking all week since that episode last Thursday. But after todaymy mum is being her usual narcissistic self and it’s Remembrance Sunday I went to visit my brothers grave and now I just had an argument with my husband well he’s not my husband but you know just about money he has a lot of money tied up on things which he’s saving for later life but I just have this feeling I’m not gonna live that long and it’s not fair.no think I’m being really selfish thinking like that aren’t I. I just feel sad.

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Published by Sober Singer

A 30-something year old mum of 3 on a mission to life life alcohol free

3 thoughts on “The “ikk”

  1. Hugs this way as well. I’ve had to go take a warm bath or get a blanket and plop on the couch with a book or go outside at those times. Wanting to drink in situations like that are very hard to battle. If you ended up drinking start again not drinking today, it’s a new day!

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